well its my first blog ever..
i will start with hmm... my Heartbreak !!
when you are in love, everything seems to be just perfect..! but slowly when you start knowing each other the real test starts.. the test is whether you want the person as it is or you won't compromise with him/her..
well i protected my self from falling in love until one fine day , my aunt planned my meeting with a guy..yeah it was arranged !!
I liked the guy's nature, his innocence, his education.... well i thought to proceed with him.. though our choices never matched but our thoughts did matched..
we were in touch for almost a year or so... we chatted for hours and hours [sms chats]... it was awesome..we gave each and every minutes details to each other.. i was kind of falling into love..and i finally fell in love with him.. though we met rarely as we stayed far apart from each other..but we were committed to each other..
here comes the twist in the story.. i was younger to my sis [ i hate her the most], so my parents decided that me and he sld wait until she gets hooked...!!
and roler coster ride btw us [he n me] , started... as he had his family pressure and i had mine [to wait for sister]
though we some how managed this , coz we loved each other.
he told me all he quit smoking : i believed him, he told me i was his first love : i believed him, he told me he will keep me happy : i believed him, he told me we will be together forever ? : i believed.... i believed him in each and every thing .
but one fine day i realized that LOVE DOESNT exists.. he lied to me about many things he told me.. i just lost trust in him...
and i broke off with him... its very painful , and i just hate my self for doing that..
now i know one thing : i cant fall in love again. i cant. and whichever decision i will take from now onward that will be by brain, not by heart ...it will be pure compromise and nothing else.
i just wona thank him for coming in my life and RUINING it completely ...
i will start with hmm... my Heartbreak !!
when you are in love, everything seems to be just perfect..! but slowly when you start knowing each other the real test starts.. the test is whether you want the person as it is or you won't compromise with him/her..
well i protected my self from falling in love until one fine day , my aunt planned my meeting with a guy..yeah it was arranged !!
I liked the guy's nature, his innocence, his education.... well i thought to proceed with him.. though our choices never matched but our thoughts did matched..
we were in touch for almost a year or so... we chatted for hours and hours [sms chats]... it was awesome..we gave each and every minutes details to each other.. i was kind of falling into love..and i finally fell in love with him.. though we met rarely as we stayed far apart from each other..but we were committed to each other..
here comes the twist in the story.. i was younger to my sis [ i hate her the most], so my parents decided that me and he sld wait until she gets hooked...!!
and roler coster ride btw us [he n me] , started... as he had his family pressure and i had mine [to wait for sister]
though we some how managed this , coz we loved each other.
he told me all he quit smoking : i believed him, he told me i was his first love : i believed him, he told me he will keep me happy : i believed him, he told me we will be together forever ? : i believed.... i believed him in each and every thing .
but one fine day i realized that LOVE DOESNT exists.. he lied to me about many things he told me.. i just lost trust in him...
and i broke off with him... its very painful , and i just hate my self for doing that..
now i know one thing : i cant fall in love again. i cant. and whichever decision i will take from now onward that will be by brain, not by heart ...it will be pure compromise and nothing else.
i just wona thank him for coming in my life and RUINING it completely ...
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